I have been thinking a lot this summer about our missionary work here. It is a lot different from last year and in a lot of ways harder.
When I compare this year with last year and our 2 years in Micronesia, this year pales in comparison. Every mission has challenges, things to learn, etc, and we are learning a lot this year.
We had the opportunity of attending one of our missionaries, from Pohnpei, wedding. The sealing was in the Salt Lake Temple. Pres. and Sister Mecham were there and Elder Renlund performed the sealing. The spirit was so strong, we loved it. It brought back a lot of the wonderful memories from Pohnpei. Oh, how we miss our little Island and her people. It made it so hard to come back up here to camp. Where there is a much different feeling
I have often wondered over the last 16 months what we are here for, anyone can do manual labor, but each time I pray to ask for complete healing from this cancer, I receive the answer that the Lord needs us here right now. I do my best everyday, but sometimes I feel like I am wasting time.
After serving a mission like our first one, in Micronesia, this one pales in comparison. But Sunday, as I taught the Relief Society Lesson, I had an epiphany. I think I know why the Lord needs us to be here right now. I think we are here to encourage all these Senior Couples to go on missions away from there families, MLS, Humanitarian, CES missions, after they are finished here.
So many have chosen this mission because they don't want to go far away from their families, or they are afraid to go out into the world and really teach the gospel, After the wonderful experience we had in Pohnpei, we would go again, in a heartbeat, if the Dr.'s would just let us. But for now, we are suppose to stay here, and now I think I know why.
Sr. Missionaries are needed so badly all over the world. They have so much love to bring, so much wisdom and life experiences. The Lord needs them to go and hasten the work of salvation, so everyone can hear this wonder Gospel.
I pray that we will be able to go again, one day, but until then, I must be content to serve to the best of my ability, wherever the Lord needs me, and right now it is here, on this mountain.